Here I am!

Well, here I am. To start this shit. To write not necessarely everyday, but about everyday. It's a little difficult to keep myself disciplined to take the fucking computer in the end of the day, and write. Because I'm still a person with a social life...so, I won't blame myself if I don't come over to tell you how my day was.

Ok, so...lets write it down quickly. Today is a fucking Monday. March First 2010. But I'm gonna start from last Thursday: I woke up at 9.50, my dad told me to take the car to the inspection, even with the front glass broken, and try to pass. I met Rodrigo and we went there. The car wasn't approved. Rodrigo and I went to the supermarket and bought a saundwich, ate, back to the car, I called the machanic, no answer, I drove back, we went to the tire store, no tires, went home, said hello to mama and I drove to the shopping center, we smoked, got stoned, walked and walked through the place, bought clothes (to my friend's marriage), drunk a delicious coffee, drove home, picked up both halfs of the sandwiches from the lunch time, I drove to the uni, I wanted to smoke before Caldeira's class, we did it, went to the studio, teacher's bla bla bla, finished, uni bar, a glass of beer, sobb, shit... said bye, kissed his soft lips, good night.

Friday, quarter to ten am, answered the mobile and woke up. I met Rodrigo at eleven o'clock, went to the Augusta Street, bought 2 lp's of Billie Holliday and 3 good movies. he was late, we walked fast, stop and smoked at a park, walked to meet the Maracatu Crew. Met them, I had the camera and started o take pictures of them, the group were bautiful with maked up eyes with red lines across it from ear to ear. The cortege was really good and i was happy i could take pictures of them, among the city, lost and felling cold. There was lots os photographers, and latter i found out that one of them was Rodrigo's ex girlfriend. Sooooo cool ! I was so jellows, but I didn't demonstrate it. I kept up... it was natural, I don't know, who never had an ex ? Twilight, suddently was dark. He said bye and we went to his place. My mom was angry bacause of that. We ate pizza, listened to Billie, she was fanstastic, we sarted to watch the "Stomach" but we culdoun't finish it. We had better things to do!

Saturday we got up at 6am. He took a shower, I came home, got ready to the marriage. We got the at 10.30 and it started at 12pm. The people were very unknown, I felt... normal. he was by my side. I was happy for Gunther, but I guess he wasan't for himself, but that's what I think, so It does not metter. My mam was in guarulhos, but we were so tired that it was impossible to meet her, so we went to my place. we didn't know what to do so he was leaving. Leaving? What the hell, it was a SATURDAY ! We went out, ate at Vinicius bakery, then, obviously, his place again. rs. I was worried bout my mom, coz I knew she didn't like I was gonna sleep there, but, shit, it is my life! So he hugged me, he was to whole problem, NO, I was! he's my boyfriend now. We had each other, in the arms, in the life, on his bed. He's brown and charming and I love his big hands. And i love so many other things about him, and I hate many other things as well, but I don't give a fuck about what I hate, coz what I love is muck better and worth and good and wonderful and attractive.

When he woke me up on Sunday, his nieces were there, and his mom. They fell asleep and we went out, met Gordao, a friend of Rodrigo's, smoked, bakery, beers and socker on the tv. Back to his place, every one was gone. Work day, the biggest uni task: TCC! Bloody hell =/ Discussions, gandhia, I was completely smashed. They stayed the till almost 12am ! Of course, I had to stay more 5 minutes, it became the whole night. I sent a text to my mom at 6am on Monday.

He made breakfast, =), i got home about 1.30pm. My mom was cleaning up the floor and looked at me with a disappointed face... he was with me, I took a shower, we went to the bank, I unlocked my credit card, he couldn't solve his problem. Drove home, we ate something and saw shits on the internet, the pictures I took on Friday, it was time to leave, uni time...! Gandhia on the way to the uni, classes and classes and no cigars at all. Flavio went there, we talked after class, it was his birthday. I smoked with Rodrigo and Feijao was there. I gave them a ride to the subway. Good night, see you later. My brother was on the sofa, he's so closed lately. I felt sad, he didn't want to chat. I asked some questions, he answered but he didn't mind... I looked to the tv, the movie was interesting. I came up stairs. I'm very sleepy now.